This morning I started to panic again. I have been doing some work, very fun, exciting work, and it is a paying a bit– enough to cover a few of the past due bills and some necessary items. But we have plenty of bills that are overdue which means everything is at pay or shut off status and despite God’s obvious provision in the past my brain started thinking again. So instead of panicking I prayed, and praised God for what He has already done, and then prayed again (I know in my brain that God has and is still providing but every once in a while there is a disconnect in there between that part and the part that buys groceries and pays bills.)
I know God is providing. I know God is providing. I know God is providing and am thankful for all He has done.
So anyway, this morning after starting to panic and stopping again I got back to work. The box art for the card game is sent in and all ready to go so hopefully we are able to move towards printing soon (which is exciting and scary all rolled into one.) I am also proofing a book while scanning for description for some possible book cover art. Plus random around the house stuff that needed done. In the midst of all that I got an email.
A writer friend I had done some website work for in the past and now more recently wanted to know my Paypal address. This is cool because I finished the work before Christmas and she didn’t have the money then. Anyway she was able to pay me in full for that job which means that, combined with the work I have been doing (and have gotten promptly paid for) we have enough to pay the most pressing bills and buy a few much needed items.
And so once again God stepped in and took care of things when I couldn’t imagine how He would. I would so love to be in a place where I didn’t wonder how He could possibly do something because I KNOW HE will I just need the rest of me to know as well. So praise the Lord for He is awesome!